Something Dangerous, Something Blue
by Sarah O'Brien
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I lie to the stars, keeping them in stitches.
An orange balloon will pop,
getting a kick out of this.
Temperature is the main factor affecting
each snowflake’s shape and intricacies.
A woman of the north, I’m made
for sleeping in layers and being a spark.
Two bodies are warmer than one.
I lie all the time.
To god and to myself.
I look better than you in leather jackets.
See what I mean?
My students are too cool to feel anything yet
I spy a smile fighting to hide itself.
I skim the history of humankind:
mobs, marshes, meaningless wars.
Do you have a map of the world? one kid asks,
and I get sarcastic, “not on me,” but then
fetch her the globe from the corner.
Next door, kids chew pencils, ignore a lecture
by their teacher (general racket).
My walk home is longer than my hair.
It’s raining off and on.
That’s just the way things are.
I keep company with myself, a pillow fantasy,
and a fistful of saltwater taffy.
Why green? Why chlorophyll-colored hope
at May’s final breaths?
That’s just the way things are.
Whatever, I guess.
Whatever I guess is the correct answer.
I’m witchy that way.
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